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  • February 2010
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  • April 2010
  • July 2010
  • November 2010
  • January 2013


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    Sunday, January 27, 2013


      Many things happen in life. But those that stand out enough to leave a deep impression may really put a smile on your face or tear up your heart. Sometimes its both. But for me, its usually the latter. People will tell stories comparing women and men from Venus and from Mars. But today I will share about only the women. Those from Venus. And what happens on Venus. 
     
      On Venus, my life circles with 6 other girls. Let me introduce them. Gemini, Agalia, Rant, Veridis, Adan and Gemini. Did I make a mistake by repeating twice? No, not really. One is pronounced Jeh-mee-nai and the other is Jeh-mee-nee. Well, that is that but I believe we are seen as 'close' by others and some of us may even think that way but I am sure there is conflict between us no matter how hard one tries to deny it. If I were to choose one to start with, I'd start with Rant. I have many things to rant about Rant. 
     
     Things were alright on Venus when we led our own separate lives with equal standing. But ever since Aphrodite stepped down and chose those to take her place, things started to change. Things may have gotten into her head. Bad things. Unnecessary things. She need not do certain things yet to fulfill her own satisfaction, she'd do things knowing or unbeknownst to her would upset and anger those around her. If she was a bit more willing to change in benefit to those who are seen as her 'friends', things would not be so sour. Suggestions are seen as defiance. Inquiry are seen as useless. But without knowing what to do how are we to do it? Sometimes I am grateful to have Adan around. Rant only sees Adan's words as rational. No one else. When i was saying about how she should change, I really meant it. She has trouble hearing our words so I asked her how is it that you are able to hear Aphrodite's words? She replies "I pay attention when she talks". Meaning to say, she treat our words as nothing to not pay any attention to it? I make Rant to seem as if she is horrible but she isn't as bad as it sounds. She just expects you to speak loudly to her in a silence demanding situation and will reply you with an inaudible answer if you got her to hear what you said. She also disregards your better opinion and suggestions and gives her 'superior' alternative. As a result, we held a seminar for freshman sprites in a cubicle. 9 people in the cramped space fit for three people to pee. With many stuff in there. She isn't that bad am I right?

      Although I may be grateful when Adan is around, it is only when Rant is around. When Adan and Agalia are together, that is a different story. Together, they are the most vile creatures alive. Jealousy and rivalry always exist. Not between them but they themselves put it between them and other people. I have the right to say that our freshmen are masochists. Since no matter how harsh those two treat them they say that those two are the nicest and the best mentors. However unbeknownst to them, the two mentors are the most volatile substances ever. Their outbursts could even be the cause of destruction on Earth in the country Indonesia? Anyways the worst of the two may be Agalia..

      Agalia is in one word a hypocrite. Another word two-faced. Not to mention her jealousy is unrivaled. A simple conversation with a passing martian would spark anger and turn her face sour. To be continued...

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    Tuesday, November 2, 2010


    HohoHOhO wow it has been 5 months since i wrote here. Weelll not my fault i couldn't remember my user name and password. So yeah exams over wootz but mostly b's. math --> hahaha... my a1s are for drama and home ec. Of course since i'm a drama queen and chef. (self-proclaimed hehe) So about life. Firstly i've got a mystery guy who've i've been messaging; my "older brother" NOTE:if you yourself sees this you know who you are hi. Secondly in life i suddenly feel like a celeb with soooo many...antis. LOL well not many don't worry haha but there is this girl in my class who ... obviously hates me. said so herself. don't care why should i? pft.And another girl who likes to spread bad rumors about me. Okay it might seem like i'm talking bad about women society but well you can't help it we're girls!! We do fights It's in our nature. Women are two things. Bestest of best bosoms or worsest of worst nemesises. I'm planinng on taking psychology hehe. why i say that? don't you always notice that girls hang out in groupies and they all have similarities: nerds/bimbos/geeks. you name it. I'm not a groupie which is very very unfortunate why? because clueless teachers who never knows that i'm not a groupie tells the class to form groups on our own for work which could decide my final grade which sucks because guys have this infamous barriers which repels all females. and the girls as mentioned, groupies excluding me. i actually like the non-groupie package except for the part that it doesn't come with me having people to turn to when we have to form groups on our own. SO TO YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO ARE GROUPIES AND/OR PUT UP BARRIERS OPEN UP AND LET ME IN CAUSE IT'S ANNOYING WHEN I HAVE TO AWKWARDLY LOOK AROUND FOR PEOPLE TO LET ME IN.end of me pissing at all of you LOL so that's my life love & hate what a PERFECT yin and yang balance haha so sjab camp is coming woohoo hahaha... putting that aside but still on that topic my group decided to dance for our perf. news to all kpop fans we initially decided to dance toooo... LUCIFER!!!! but we found it too hard to dance to with so little time awww which shows that shinee is amazing to dance what they danced.so we are open to receive suggestions on what to dance to it's open til end of this week post them in my beautitalk which is very very very lonely right now that i'm posting my own 2 comments. well no wonder since my blog is boring it's more like a diary don't you think i'm pretty like an emo kid that struggling to be a lively bimbo LOL that is sooo weird. end hehe

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    Sunday, July 11, 2010


    Okay so it's been like a very loooong time since i posted so let's fill you in on the events that's been happening. Firstly the sjab June camp. Got kick (heavy sarcasm) Seniors were strict and all. Then Kelly and I cried abit cos it was damn painful holding in pumping position aft u've did like many push-ups before that. Then I did sumtin I din realize doing and end up being hated for some reason. It's like everyone from my class 1/1 is ignoring me. I'm still smiling no worries. I don't remember if I posted this but my mother and I seem to be hooked up on Korean stars my mom especially. She and her joongbos [term for "joonghyung(ss501) + hwangbo(chakra) ] For me I have multiple favorites. Eg. Super junior, Shinee, MBLAQ, DBSK etc. but *weeps and sobs* dbsk already disbanded and I don't know what happened to them. Why? I... don't really care... weeeel aft that i had a enrollment parade for sjab and my whole platoon including me totally screwed up!!! and for that we owe and if u think just 40 is a little think again cos we owe a lot since the first few months i bet we owe like over 1000 and yeah that's my life. Seriously,we need to shout in sjab yet some of the sec1s don't even try and then we owe. Of cos i shout my lungs out u shuld've seen/heard me :) At least I've got sumtin to be proud of.

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    Wednesday, April 21, 2010


    yay get to blog in class again!! i know this might be a little late and i should have done it yesterday... but well i was on the bus home and HAO ZHE was in there!!! SLPS-ians RED ALERT!! *sighs* how nostalgic...anyways could anyone tell me how come that mixpod thinghy is not workin when i wanna use it??? Pls tag!! @_@

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    Sunday, April 11, 2010


    OOOOkay i got like major stuff happening to me this days 0.O Anyways I went shopping on impulse today!!! Spent $$$ like crazy on stuff ( do i even need them???o.O) and that is so not like me cuz I'm like the miser of the house LOL So I went to causeway... actually wanted to go some other mall or something...unexpectedly with Ivy (my ooooold pal who aged 20 years when hanging out with me) btw she has this some sort of possesiveness or obssesiveness over this guy or another so unbelieveable!! Reasoning? She confessed to him n he said(according to her) that he likes her too!! Cannot believe at all....anyways we shopped Aqilah could've been there but she had homework argh i haven't done mine :/ so yah that's it quite borin and my feet were blistering all over wonder when the next s11 gathering gonna be??? O.o

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    Sunday, March 21, 2010


    ugh=.= The blog feels soooo dead and that music player sucks=_=and my font and color are still the same...Others blog so colorful n' such *envies from the inner heart* But the background is the problem ...COOL!!! I have no idea what I'm writing?!?!?!?!?!

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    Tuesday, March 16, 2010


    This is soooo wrong.I became a visitor of my own blog instead of blogging...LOL...I'm such a gooood girl cause I've never swear in this blog...Have I? fuck...

    Irony much???

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